-but feel lonely and sad. it doesn’t help that my best friend is also on vacation on a cruise. i’m really happy that he gets to see his friends again after so long but, i miss our somewhat nightly routine of calling each other before bed. rn he’s out in the city and partying with his friends and here i am at home feeling so lonely
i don’t want to constantly text him either. i’m a 21 year old adult that should be emotionally mature and give him space especially when he’s seeing friends. idk this is new to me and i hate myself for having these feelings. it doesn’t help that he’s 5 years older than me. i don’t want him thinking he made a mistake dating someone younger that still has these immature feelings. any advice?