I’m happy to hear that family, especially your niece has breathed a little bit of life back into you! I’m sorry you’re having a tough time but know that tough times are only temporary and they will pass. Everything has its time, everything comes to pass. Take everything day by day making small steps towards a better tomorrow and forgiving yourself on the days you might fall a little bit back. Success and failure is part of the journey but it makes it all worth while. I’m happy for you for today.