U all good breddah. Give yourself some recovery whenever you can, as a D2 gentleman I send you my condolences as our grind is not seen the way it is. You're a corner, ur lifting isn't everything. Focus on footwork, build that balance and improve your flexibility. I also play a high speed position, and it can be very psychologically hurtful to see your linemen move 3x the weight you do. You got other jobs than throwing ppl around. When I set my 3RM for team, I have never actually maxxed out.