This made me laugh. Also you guys in the comments gotta check yourselves; OP can fuck whoever, however, and however often she wants. I’m a girl who’s slept with one guy—my first and only boyfriend of 4 years—and I see ZERO issue (so long as there is no purposeful deception, which based on OP’s post, does not seem present)
hey but look at where you are today. you know what you did and how it affected you, and you know what’s best now. proud of you for that fr. it’s sad seeing women lack self respect for so long, but it’s always great to see one get out of that black hole and start to love herself without needed sexual attention from a man.🙏