Mind you, missionary is all we did because that’s all he wanted to do because fuck my feelings right? I’d just lay there and let him do his thing failing at making me finish and faking my moans
And he loved using religion as an weapon too. He had to stand up to finger me, would throw temper tantrums if I said I wasn’t in the mood and he would say “I didn’t get to cum!” Sometimes I would just lay there in missionary cause that’s all we did