Porn is a sickness. I used to watch it all the time. It has led me to have this horrible lustful demeanor. I have a wonderful girlfriend, yet when that lustful mindset kicks in I become disconnected from her, myself and our love for each other. When that mindset takes over I feel like a foreign person inside my own body. I finally opened up to my girl about this a couple days ago. I was so embarrassed. She assured me that she will help me through these issues. Lust is a horrible thing