
You don’t have to speak directly to him if you’re not ready for that yet. But talk to someone. A doctor, nurse, therapist if you have one. This isn’t okay and it’s understandable if you haven’t fully processed it yet or fully come to terms with it yet. But once you do you WILL need the emotional support from your friends or family or someone. This is something that can truly affect you mentally for a long time and I’m so sorry this happened to you. If you can talk to someone in your family