
when i thought i was bi i used to loveee the attention boys would give me. who doesn’t like feeling pretty and wanted? but then i would go on dates with them and never want anything intimate. i literally had a guy tell me i treated him too much like a friend. but when i had crushes on girls i’d get sweaty, nervous, stutter, and i genuinely calculated every interaction i’d have. i never daydreamed that way about men.