It takes a lot of work to dismantle internalized homophobia, but when I look at where I am now vs where I was seven years ago when first realized I was gay I am so proud of the work that I’ve done and happy I held on as long as I did. I can’t promise that things will get better quickly, but you have your community’s support, and I promise you that the light at the end of this tunnel is so worth it. Hold on, keep going, and one day you’ll get to look back and be proud of how far you’ve come too:)