LGBTQIA+ on Yik Yak | recovering from an e/d is so tough as a transmasc/enby bc the only thing that made me more androgynous was that. i gained muscle and now i look like a pixar mom. i hate it. i wanna be a twink but i dont want to be the grumpy loveless person i was b4

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LGBTQIA+ 1d

recovering from an e/d is so tough as a transmasc/enby bc the only thing that made me more androgynous was that. i gained muscle and now i look like a pixar mom. i hate it. i wanna be a twink but i dont want to be the grumpy loveless person i was b4

Anonymous 1d

eating disorders in the trans community (esp among transmascs) NEEDS to be talked about more cos they are so interlinked. like i realized i was trans around the time i developed an ED and have had my dysphoria in the past just been brushed off as a symptom of my ED

Anonymous 1d

lol same boat, and im off hormones so my fat sits exactly how it did pre T. However, not eating enough makes transition slower and longer, and thats motivating. I was delaying my own progress : / Now i can start again and be hopeful

Anonymous

#1 1d

i cant take T because i dont want voice changes, i only want fat redistribution, i tried getting muscular but it just made me look more curvy. i feel like at a loss of what to do. my only option is not be born female and i cant do anything abt that

Anonymous

OP 1d

yeah theres really not much advice besides therapy i can give you. Hormones are the biggest help for that

Anonymous

#2 1d

i agree 100%. i didnt realize until i was super sick there was something weird about my gender identity, i didnt realize the idea of being “fat” was linked to my feminine curves. less weight = less curves and i liked that. now i know why, but now i just dont know how to achieve that without being sick