recursive on Yik Yak | I wish i wasent queer. This sucks. I wish i could be a “normal” guy like she wanted. Im genderqueer though. And repressing breaks me. I wish i could be what she wanted. Because i love her. I love us. But she only says im gross now that I told her.

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LGBTQIA+ 7w

recursive

I wish i wasent queer. This sucks. I wish i could be a “normal” guy like she wanted. Im genderqueer though. And repressing breaks me. I wish i could be what she wanted. Because i love her. I love us. But she only says im gross now that I told her.

Anonymous 7w

If she can't accept you for who you are, then she is not worthy of your love and time. It's like when I broke free from my toxic ex bestie, it hurts. All of those good memories are going to overwhelm you and make you feel bad, but in the end, your therapist is right. It's time to go.

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Anonymous 7w

Like im sorry im a bit feminine. Im sorry i was ashamed of it. Im sorry i hurt her. I wish i could be what you wanted. I tried so fucking hard. I wish i could still go back to repressing for you. I love you. But you cant love me. And it breaks me.

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Anonymous 7w

Id take the depression over losing her. My therapist said it was abusive and to leave. But she can be so sweet sometimes. And she just made my house feel like home. Now i sit alone, living as my full self, a fruity ass mostly straight man. And i feel so heartbroken.

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Anonymous

#1 7w

Shes been gone since February. I sit in our former home alone.

Anonymous

recursive 7w

I still think about my ex friend even though it's been a year. It still hurts. I miss her, but I know I can't go back. She is a good person, but toxic. It will get better and I hope you have a support system that will help you through this difficult time.

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Anonymous

#1 7w

Thank you. Seriously. Thanks for not being annoyed or mad about my spiral.

Anonymous

recursive 7w

You are so welcome and valid. I go on spirals too. I get it