
That’s what I think too. I like to be cared for and appreciated but it does not feel like anyone is. It feels as if I’m just there and it wouldn’t matter who it is in their head, it’s just them being happy to get something. I was to be loved, not lusted. I want that best friend vibe. Matching hobbies, lots of dates and just enjoying each others company. Without that sex feels like nothing. Just something to do.