Like wow, not only are you not getting the apartment you applied for but you’re also going to hell bc you spent your time reading yuri instead of being unhappy

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I'd look into it being a sort of anxiety disorder if it doesn't get better. Had a lot of internalized homophobia as a result of a fundamentalist church upbringing and I never thought of it as anything else until I finally went to a therapist about it. I can't say I'm 100% free of it, but having a name to it certainly has helped :)

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