Anonymous OP 1d

I wish I were normal and could look at a nude person or genitals and think “hot”. Instead I can only be attracted to personality and clothes

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Anonymous OP 15h

I’ve just been faking it in the hopes that one day I’ll eventually “make it”. It gets draining, but I don’t know any other way to have a normal relationship

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Anonymous #2 15h

It sucks because I’m just told to find a partner who doesn’t want sex but I still do. I just don’t want it in the way people think is “correct” I’ve tried faking it to see if I could force myself into that mindset by like sexting people a few times, but I won’t lie, it ended with me feeling like I got borderline sexually assaulted

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Anonymous OP 15h

I’m terrified of trying to fake it in a relationship so people don’t get scared and leave me right away, and having that mask eventually start falling when they notice how uncomfortable I feel after they make me compliment their nude body during sex, or when I eventually start asking them not to send pictures etc

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