basically my goal would be for people to not know what gender i identify as. i’m afab, so in order to look androgynous there are certain things i would need to do that i don’t want to. for instance, when i cut my hair super short and masculine it doesn’t let my loose curls shine through. also im not skinny and i have a bit of a larger chest so i really just can’t accomplish masculinity like i used to be when i was younger. and i still enjoy feminine things but doing so makes me dysphoric (2)