Okay, I genuinely don’t know how to articulate this but like, why tf is it so hard to be poly, I love my gf so fucken much and then I hang out with my friend a lot, and they’re so cool and nice, and then boom, now I feel guilty for having feelings and-
Everytime we hang out I feel like shit when I have to go. I genuinely love both of these people so much, but I can only have one of them, and if I try to change that, I’ll have neither of them.