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LGBTQIA+ 18h
Anyone else just feel kinda genderless? Like i express myself more masculinly or femininely depending on the day so im genderfluid in that sense. But at my core i dont really have a gender. And i also want to go on estrogen but just to make my base fem
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Anonymous 18h

Like what the fuck even am I

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Anonymous 17h

Yeah. I’m pretty sure i’m just cis but i feel the same way. Like womanhood is a thing i act out because it’s easier than the alternative, but i don’t actually want it most of the time

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Anonymous 14h

i feel like if a boy was a girl and if a girl was a boy... that's the only way i can describe it. i'm afab on bc and it's making me dysphoric but ik going on t will also make me dysphoric so i'm in actual hell rn

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Anonymous 17h

I feel you

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Anonymous 17h

Welcoming to being agender, perhaps? 👀 Most important thing is to just be you!!

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Anonymous 3h

No not me

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 17h

Yeah like im agender but also genderfluid and trans at the same time

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 17h

Me toooo, it's weird and I don't really fit anywhere... biggest issue I have is some days I want to transition partially, some days I'm okay, some days I'm just a blob

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 17h

Yeah in kinda just in the middle of everything and nothing fits just right under 1 word to explain to people

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 17h

I wish HRT were actually reversible Like I know people say it is but it really isn’t

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 17h

Maybe in the future you never know

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 17h

Early on enough it is but at some point you cant. I do know i want to change my body but itd be nice to just morph and fit whatever im feeling

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 17h

Yeah im pretty certain im agender or genderless whatever the word is lol. But its definitely not easy to explain with fluid presentation and a desire to get on estrogen lol

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 17h

Do what feels best for you! That’s all I can really advise. You can microdose E and see how you feel and go from there, if you want to try! Permanent effects take a number of months to a few years to really settle!

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 17h

Im pretty certain its what i really want so hopefully i can get on it soon now that im 18

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 17h

Yeah like sometimes i present more as a man and sometimes as a woman but deep down im just me. No real gender attachment

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 17h

I hope you’re able to navigate your needs and desires and just be *you*! 😊

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 16h

Thanks the good thing is ive got good ppl behind me supporting me through this

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 16h

Awe, yay! I’m so happy you have that! 🧡

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 16h

Yeah its nice but its definitely been a hard journey to get here. But im glad ive found some semblance of who i am

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Anonymous replying to -> #5 14h

Literally!! This is so accurate

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Anonymous replying to -> #5 14h

Damn that definitely sucks. I hope you are able to find some kind of balance with it where you arent so dysphoric

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 13h

i feel like i'll need to be on t and e-based bc to not be dysphoric 😭😭 idek if that's possible but ig if not i'm learning contour and hopefully finding a binder for smaller-built bodies

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 12h

gender apathetic or agender maybe? if so then we twin

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Anonymous replying to -> #6 11h

I feel agender in terms of like my base state. Like i feel gender neutral when i wake up. But im more genderfluid in my presentation and how i want to be viewed by society at large. But yeah either agender or gender apathetic ig

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 11h

the label is really abt knowing theres others like you, but it’s not necessary if you feel community in other ways—like how there’s a lot of others here who feel similarly lol.. sometimes language fails us, but others still share your experience, and that’s a great feeling :)

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Anonymous replying to -> #6 10h

Yeah exactly im not that pressed about a label its just complicated to explain to ppl how i fully feel

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