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Internalized homophobia disclaimer in the comments. I really need to rant about this because I have nobody in my life who will listen.
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Anonymous 13h

Sometimes I get so depressed about being a lesbian that I fantasize about pretending that I lied to everyone and that I actually am straight so I can go on dates with men and find an okay man and have a life with him so I can have a normal future where nobody judges me for who I’m with and I can have a family and have my parents attend my wedding and have my grandma not die hating me. Sometimes it sounds so horrible but manageable. It tempts me so often.

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Anonymous 10h

Watch lesbian YouTubers and tv shows with lesbians in it to normalize it and start having idols and connecting with your community ❤️ you are not alone. None of us are.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 13h

I just want to be loved and happy without judgement. I’m miserable. I hope something happens to me so I don’t have to go on feeling this way but I’m too much of a coward. I will die miserable and lonely.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 13h

I don’t know why I’m like this. I feel like I’m betraying everyone including myself. I don’t know who I am. Who I am feels so different from who I want to be. How do I stop feeling this way.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 10h

The honest truth? The key to happiness is to love yourself. Those other people do not matter. As long as YOU love YOU, what anyone else thinks will start to roll off your back and not concern you, bc that’s not your problem what others think. That’s not what YOU think of yourself is it? Bc if it’s not, then it can’t hurt you. That is how you become happy and accept yourself and you will be happy with a woman one day and have a huge family and then you won’t care if your gma dies hating you,

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 10h

Bc she wasn’t good enough for you anyways. And those people who won’t come to your wedding? You won’t want them there anyways if you love yourself. would you invite your best friend’s haters to their wedding and be upset if they didn’t want to come? No. That’s the trash taking itself out. Start concerning yourself with your relationships with people who actually love you. Self love will make you be able to breath again and actually enjoy life and love and not care who hates you bc you don’t want

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 10h

Them around anyway. If your mom doesn’t go to your wedding, how free would they feel to not have to worry about her making you feel miserable and ashamed the whole time on YOUR big day? That’s someone you would not want around. Their hate is their problem, not yours. Self love, honey. That is the answer to all of this. I know, I’ve been there and I am a lesbian too.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 10h

*that feel

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