My girl best friend now is the closest anyone has ever been to me n we know every minute part of each other to an incredibly deep level. We had a thing at one point for almost an entire year or so but it amounted to nothing. Now she’s moved on n I’m still stuck here feeling like she’s the one that got away bc I’ve been in 2 other relationships n I’ve never loved like that before or felt that loved before n I don’t think I’ll ever have that again. I feel like any girl I’ve loved it never lasts

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Like I found out earlier tn that she apparently has (had?) a crush on 1 of her hometown guy friends for a while now n likes him a lot. Her parents like him too and she’s already close with his parents. Like I’m genuinely happy for her and supportive but somewhere deep inside me I’m a little hurt and sad at the same time.

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