Drugs are the only thing that brings me joy anymore and I can't go more than 2 days without using. It's weird tho because I know I should quit and part of me wants to but another part Dosent because I won't be content without them and idk what to do :(
Like obviously part of it is feeling good and numbing problems but the bigger issue is it makes me the person I wish I was. It takes away my anxiety and gives me motivation
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I got on anti depressants and stopped smoking weed can’t tell you how much that helped I substitute the urges with having a beer and black and mild (I don’t get drunk and don’t smoke in excess) it’s been helping significantly