might be wrong but i feel like no one talks about the fallout of abuse from friends. i can’t go to certain places or do certain things at the risk of seeing them. im scared of doing anything bc i keep having panic attacks.
i just feel like the world isn’t big enough and i’m never going to escape them. they took everything from me and i’ve made peace with that but sometimes it just comes back to slap me in the face and it’s really hard.