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Mental Health 9w
TW: Suicide Literally nothing about my life and my future is worth living. I don’t want to work for the rest of my life. I’d rather be fucking dead than live my life as an adult in this country
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Anonymous 9w

same 😔 I’m planning on it by the end of the summer

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Anonymous 9w

The world would be a worse place without y’all, but I know its hard to think that with all the negativity. I’ve been there. Tried to commit a few months back. It gets better. Keep fighting

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 9w

me too. i really wish it was feasible to have a group chat on here for this subject without it getting reported. somebody’s post in the neurodivergent group didn’t even last 15 minutes

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 9w

why am i getting downvoted 😭 i just wish there was somewhere to discuss suicidality without being censored

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 9w

I’ve fought for a long time. Every time I’ve let people convince me that I can just try again and it’ll be better next time, but it never is. It only gets worse every time.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 9w

Do you talk to anyone about this? That will help you keep going

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 9w

I have tried but everyone has the same stuff to say “You were just dealt a bad hand” “those were just bad people” “you’ll meet new people” but those people are the ones everyone loves. They have a family. They kept our friends that pushed me away. Everyone loves them, everyone hates me for one reason or another. I’m annoying, rude, controlling, I can’t help it, I guess that’s who I am.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 9w

I don’t have the energy to meet someone new just to find out they’re making up lies about me behind my back again because they just thought I was annoying. I have autism, I just am annoying. I try to warn people that I just get excited and can interrupt people or whatever but they never really listen.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 9w

it seems like im just destined to be alone with no family or friends and never get to go anywhere or do anything and im tired of it. The people who hurt me just for fun get to go to the lake, the beach, they have friends and family that loves them, and im left to die

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 9w

Its so annoying hearing people not willing to understand those who are neurodivergent having unique difficulties. I’m sorry you have to go through that. I know words can’t fix your problems but I just hope you just take things a day at a time an hour at a time a minute at a time whatever you can do

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 9w

Cause even though holding on til May is a nice thought, its a long ways away now I’m sure

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 9w

Don’t compare yourself to them. You are a beautiful person. You are here for a good reason. And hey if your date is set for the end of summer, that must mean you have some semblance or crumb of hope, i can only pray

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 9w

i understand you 1

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