Mental Health on Yik Yak | even my therapist said i seemed “determine to die.” that she “doesn’t know how to help me.” and she’s a great therapist. best i’ve ever had. there’s nothing anyone can do when i’m like this. i just to die. this time i’ll be successful. no one can stop me.

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Mental Health 6d

even my therapist said i seemed “determine to die.” that she “doesn’t know how to help me.” and she’s a great therapist. best i’ve ever had. there’s nothing anyone can do when i’m like this. i just to die. this time i’ll be successful. no one can stop me.

Anonymous 6d

you can try moving states or countries or confiding in people like you . TRUST there are always better resources, i could help you find

Anonymous 6d

Find a different therapist. She should not have said that to you. Killing yourself is never worth it.

Anonymous 6d

even if your problem isn’t temporary, you can find good in life. overeat your favorite foods, play with animals, go to a fun event, movies and so much more to see! but plz take care yourself. plz!

Anonymous 6d

hopefully not and we can talk but rip in advanced? jk but just wish you weren’t determined. just know billions of people want you here on this earth. u ARE loved babe

Anonymous

#1 6d

sorry but no. there are plenty of people who want me dead. i’m trans and disabled and have severe mental illness. i GENUINELY am a burden. someone literally downvoted this post i feel like thats proof enough lol

Anonymous

#2 6d

she’s a good therapist and i’ve worked with her for years atp and i don’t want to change. i’m not open to ideas to help. i’m so fucking tired of being tired. she can’t force me to accept help, and i’m hopeless. i have the stuff to do it. i just want to die and i don’t care about anything else anymore. i don’t care if i can get help, or if it’ll hurt people, or whatever. i wish people could understand how painful it is to suffer like this. i wish people could support my decision but no one does

Anonymous

OP 6d

They downvoted bc suicide isn’t cool. everyone’s gonna die anyway so why rush it? things happens but out of all the sperm eggs, you won the race to be born so embrace that shit! Lol but you can find love because things about people like me are far more hated than trans, but fuck all the haters. Still gon be me. Learning to heal and love myself so you try it?

Anonymous

OP 6d

I know how you feel, trust me, I’ve felt that way before. I know you’re sick of hearing it but it does get better. You will enjoy life again. You will be glad you didn’t kill yourself. It’s not that people don’t respect your desire, it’s that they know it won’t fix anything. There is always a way out that isn’t death

Anonymous

#1 6d

i HAVE been healing and loving myself! for years!!! it hasn’t changed how i feel about dying. i keep having bad things happen and more trauma i remember and i’m so. fucking. tired. i have tried to die so many times, the first being when i was 6. i’ve been like this my whole life. i’m in pain, that’s why i want to go now. i have made some horrible mistakes too that could fuck everything up more than it already is. i really wish i could just pass peacefully in someone’s arms… that’s all i want now

Anonymous

#1 6d

i do not have the resources/money to move rn, i can’t even find a job and i’ve been applying for months and no one will hire me. i tell everyone i know what’s going on and they’re concerned and love me, but nobody knows what to do because my situation sucks. i’m also just too tired to seek out help. i only made this post to vent and because maybe there’s someone out there who feels the same and can understand my decision

Anonymous

OP 6d

i hope we can speak and i hope somebody will support you more. try contacting 988 please but if you 100% believe you should go, i hope you remember that is an IRREVERSIBLE action to a temporary problem. i’ve wanted to commit over a basically horrid past but it’s gotten better. still struggling but i’m a warrior

Anonymous

#1 6d

i’ve tried the suicide hotline over a dozen times and the most they’ve done is call the cops on me and i have cop trauma :/ and honestly my problems aren’t temporary. i went through a lot of CSA/abuse which fucked me up, and have chronic mental/physical problems which can’t be cured that cause me pain all the time. why would i ever want to continue to live in a body like that? i mean, would you? like actually think about being in pain all the time and tell me you wouldn’t want to die.

Anonymous

OP 5d

have u tried smoking weed for the pain? i genuinely got a pit in my stomach reading your comments. i can’t imagine, being in pain all the time, with no relief… it must be absolutely horrific and unbearable. i’m sending you so much love. you are just so incredibly strong

Anonymous

OP 5d

i’m very sorry you feel helpless but i want you to know I LOVE YOU. i wish i could give you a hug. i’ve been through a lot of abuse (most types except sa) by a parent, people and i am working on healing and plan to leave all this shit behind and start over new somewhere else. i deserve that after i got a bunch of shit i didn’t deserve. i even lost my religion due to depression but not giving up. i don’t know, everybody is different but i know even though i’m alone, i’m loved somewhere..

Anonymous

#1 5d

i woke up and got on my phone and immediately thought of you. i clicked this app hoping you’d respond so i hope we can also talk if chat if you want! Plz dm me if anything and i’ll be there. you’re so loved and i hope the BEST for you. we’re anonymous so you’re safe with me (even if you weren’t) I love You stranger!

Anonymous

#3 5d

yeah, weed just makes my pain worse. the only thing i’ve ever done that has helped with the pain even a little bit has been ketamine, but i also can’t afford it and i doubt my insurance would cover it anyway. i have about $1,000 in my bank account right now and rent is $720, so i’ll have whatever fun i can muster next month and die before i can’t afford to live here anymore