
but i don’t wanna think that way like she’s done everything for me and my family my whole life and now she has like nothing. and she’s amazing cuz she always keeps such a positive attitude everyday i don’t know how she does it but there’s times where she breaks down like last night and it crushes me
yea but also i dont know why its hard for me to like talk to her like idk we used to hang out so much but our lives went like downhill and its just not the same but i still love her just as much and idk why im so weird about it. i need to start therapy as well lol its just so expensive