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When I die in a few years I have no doubt that the people who refuse to spend time with me unless forced will shout from the rooftops about how much they loved me
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Anonymous 6w

It’s possible that they won’t be lying, only regretful.

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Anonymous 6w

A few years???

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Anonymous 6w

Hey you okay OP??

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Anonymous 6w

Meep

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 6w

I’ve kinda grown to expect it

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 6w

What do you mean??

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 6w

Not sure myself. I have this sneaking suspicion that whether by my own hand or someone else’s I’ll end up dead sooner rather than later

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 6w

I completely understand that state of mind and I hope I don’t sound stupid saying this but I really hope you can find hope for yourself and your future. You are an incredible person, whether you believe it or not, and you deserve to be able to live a long healthy life. I love you! I am proud of you! Hang in there love.

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Anonymous replying to -> #5 6w

Yeah I had a bit of time away from this. My friends are really good about hanging out and expressing their friendship with each other but idk what I’m doing wrong cause I never end up being invited along or included in those connections in spite of being told that I would be in the future. I might just be bad for their vibes and I guess I can’t blame anyone for not wanting to be close with me!

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 6w

Okay wait so, this is me tho, but sometimes when I feel like Im getting too close to someone, I start to pull away and spend less time with that person or group. I think its like avoiding them out of fear of being inevitably kicked out so I do it before they can do it to me

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Anonymous replying to -> #5 6w

I feel I tend to have an intense personality that doesn’t gel with the chill vibes of my friends. I care deeply to the point where I’m sure someone might see it as weird in spite of my intent and maybe other people don’t like how forward that seems???

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 6w

That does make some sense but I cant speak toward that 😅 I do care deeply but I would never let them see that However I get what you are saying but I hope you never change for anyone. Caring deeply and them seeing it is a great thing imo and I hope they understand that someday

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