Supposed to grow, but ended up stagnating or feeling forgotten at the end. I end school with a degree in a field I love, but an undesire to continue the chase and hustle. It hurts, and it’s hard. I spent so much money, I tried so hard to connect with people, only to end up where I started. I hate that I must go back home and live in an environment that I don’t want to live in. I hate that I feel dried up, like a has been. I’m washed bro. I’ll continue grinding in the darkness, but idk how long I

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can stay in the dark. It’s not that I don’t believe in the light, but my light is kinda fading a lil. Once the drought creeps in, who knows how it’s going to end. I just wish there was an easier way to be happy, and to find happiness, and people who care about you. I feel that I messed up so many opportunities, but it’s only the beginning. I’ll continue to drag on, but I’m tired of pushing this rock

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