no matter how much i try to get better i always want to feel sad again like what does that even mean why do i WANT to be sad i’m not even trying to attention seek bc i keep everything in anyway like what is going on
I get this a lot, I think for me it’s because it’s more familiar than being truly happy, so it feels more comforting than a less familiar state of mind
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Anonymous17h
Because you don’t feel like you deserve to be happy