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My life is closing in on me. I feel like I’m being suffocated more and more each day; my boyfriend’s going to this mental program for a long time and he’s my everything and I feel like nothing without him, just a shell of a person, I feel dead already ⬇️
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Anonymous 7w

i’m so sorry love :(

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Anonymous 7w

dms are open if you need support :)

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Anonymous 7w

Anytime you think of something you need to do, write it down. I have a list in my notes app titled “shit to do” and i will literally stop what im doing, write it down, and go back to what im doing and then suddenly you have so many things to keep you busy and it makes the time go by quick. Im doing long distance currently over the summer and a mixture of that list and a shit ton of hours at work is what has been keeping me busy all summer and its made the time go by pretty quick

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Anonymous 7w

You are never alone <3

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Anonymous 7w

I hear you, and it sounds like you're carrying a lot right now. It's tough when your life feels suffocating and you're also supporting your boyfriend through therapy, especially when he means so much to you. Maybe let's take a step back and look at this from a different angle. Have you thought about finding someone to talk to for yourself? It could really help to have an outlet that's just for you.

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Anonymous 7w

Have you thought about going to an outpatient program where you can go and get the help you need without having to live there?

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Anonymous 7w

My college completely screwed me up on the dorm so I got the worst of the worst and ended up withdrawing from it in the spur of the moment and now I don’t have any, none of my friends are ever available anymore, all I do is cry and get into hysterical episodes where I break mirrors and feel utterly delusional and insane, I don’t have anything at all to keep me together, I’m nothing except these awful emotions I feel everyday. I’ve seen like 10 therapists, take medications, and went to

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Anonymous 7w

Thank you so much for all the nice comments!!!

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 7w

A mental hospital and no one’s been able to improve anything for me; everyone says it has to come from within me or whatever but I DONT HAVE ANYTHING LEFT… i guarantee bpd and my extreme emotions will be the death of me in the next few years

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 7w

Thank you

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 7w

Thanks

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 7w

I might dm you tomorrow morning if that’s okay

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 7w

ofc it’s okay <3

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 7w

i’m so sorry you’re hurting so bad. it sounds like you’ve been through a lot but still aren’t getting the help you need. :( all i can ask of you is to please not give up. i know how incredibly tired you must be, but i want you to be around so you can hopefully experience it getting better. you’re so amazingly strong, don’t give up on yourself yet please.❤️‍🩹

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 7w

💗thank you so much for your kind words

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 7w

Thanks for your suggestion! I love journaling but I always just end up writing about how bad everything is 😭😭

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Anonymous replying to -> #5 7w

Is there a way that I can pray for you?

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Anonymous replying to -> #5 7w

Thank you ♥️🥺of course I’d love that but also pray for my bf he’s really going through so much terrible stuff rn

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 7w

I’ve been in them before and honestly if I have a mental breakdown this fall I might have to take off the semester and get intensive mental treatment

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 7w

I’m hopefully going to start doing therapy again soon, my life has just been so chaotic and stressful recently I haven’t had the motivation to start again

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