Anytime you think of something you need to do, write it down. I have a list in my notes app titled “shit to do” and i will literally stop what im doing, write it down, and go back to what im doing and then suddenly you have so many things to keep you busy and it makes the time go by quick. Im doing long distance currently over the summer and a mixture of that list and a shit ton of hours at work is what has been keeping me busy all summer and its made the time go by pretty quick
I hear you, and it sounds like you're carrying a lot right now. It's tough when your life feels suffocating and you're also supporting your boyfriend through therapy, especially when he means so much to you. Maybe let's take a step back and look at this from a different angle. Have you thought about finding someone to talk to for yourself? It could really help to have an outlet that's just for you.
My college completely screwed me up on the dorm so I got the worst of the worst and ended up withdrawing from it in the spur of the moment and now I don’t have any, none of my friends are ever available anymore, all I do is cry and get into hysterical episodes where I break mirrors and feel utterly delusional and insane, I don’t have anything at all to keep me together, I’m nothing except these awful emotions I feel everyday. I’ve seen like 10 therapists, take medications, and went to
i’m so sorry you’re hurting so bad. it sounds like you’ve been through a lot but still aren’t getting the help you need. :( all i can ask of you is to please not give up. i know how incredibly tired you must be, but i want you to be around so you can hopefully experience it getting better. you’re so amazingly strong, don’t give up on yourself yet please.❤️🩹