
You aren't alone. I've struggled since I was 9. I've cycled through all of the big 3 EDs (to very extreme extents). I'm a recovering alcoholic. I'm diagnosed with ADHD, PTSD, BPD, and Bipolar I. I just don't wanna manage ts anymore I'm so tired. Atp I can't really find any therapists to work with me, and those who 'are qualified' to tackle my 'complex issues' do NOT take my shitty insurance. Sighhhhhhhh
Omg literally. I remember fall quarter this year was so bad I was crying sm and just wanted to try anti depressants again and they wanted to put me under evaluation in order to get it, and didn’t feel comfortable letting me leave and that just made me feel worse and like something is “wrong” with me or im “crazy” just bc im so sad. I prob do have ptsd, and I remember when I had a ed in hs it took 3 years after I already recovered on my own to find a therapist who can talk to me about it.