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Lowkey suicidal again ngl… hate my job, im unworthy of love, scared of school next month. What’s the point? I don’t think I’ll actually do it, but I want to end the pain idk
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Anonymous 17h

I’m outdoorsy and go to school in the cornfields. So never really get to do my hobbies.

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Anonymous 17h

Don’t do it l. You got this life is hard but you never know what can happen so give it a chance to happen

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Anonymous 17h

I understand the feelings of worthlessness and being scared of the future. But I promise you God has a bigger plan for you, like he does for me. I was in a bad spot my freshman year of college, fell in with friends who led me to do the wrong things in life. But God suddenly appeared back into my life last summer and sent me the friends I’ve been longing for my entire life.

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Anonymous 14h

Same, I have found that I’m not suicidal but have really bad suicidal ideation. Nights are always really bad for me. Has been since I was 6, so almost 16 years. I’ll be honest and say it doesn’t get better. But life itself does. Find that thing that brings you peace no matter whats going on, for me its hiking or sitting on the floor of the bathroom. And try to find one good thing each day, its easy to be engulfed by the darkness, nights are hard..so find that one thing and hold onto that

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Anonymous 10h

L

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 17h

I don’t think I’ll end it just I want to ngl. Like what’s keeping me

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 17h

What year of school are you attending? Is it a new school or one you have been at for awhile?

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 17h

3 in 2 to go. I can’t transfer, anywhere else would be a much worse school

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 17h

Are there any clubs or organizations that have interested you in anyway I can tell you I never saw myself liking the club I joined but I’m happy I put myself out there and joined

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 17h

What type of outdoor activity’s do you like?

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 17h

They challenged me to improve my life and chase after God and that’s what I’ve done, and I couldn’t be happier with where I am now, and again I promise God will do the same thing with you, just ask him to enter into your heart and chase him with the entirety of your heart and soul, and he will reveal himself to you and show you you’re purpose in life, which is to serve him and his kingdom. God bless my friend and I hope you’re mental health gets better

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 17h

I know I’m the problem, cuz I’m me and he’s god. But I tried to chase him so many times and never felt anything, never found any community, never felt better. I know I’m the issue but there came a point where I gave up almost a year ago

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 17h

Happy for u btw. I wish that was the life I was living

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 17h

We’re all sinners, we all fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23) But it’s not through your works that you’re saved, it was because Jesus loved us enough that he died on the cross for our sins (Romans 5:8) So my friend there is morning you can do to solve your problems, that was a hard lesson for me to learn, but just give it to God, pray about it, read your Bible, go to church, do something with God, and he will give you peace.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 17h

I know it’s a lot easier said than done, trust me I know that, but just open up your heart fully, don’t do it just halfway or a quarter of the way, seek him with all your heart and he will reveal himself to you in some way. Just don’t treat him like a genie who will solve all you’re problems if you ask, you’ve gotta put in a little effort yourself

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 17h

I get the effort thing. Just I can’t think of a single time my entire life and I grew up in the church, volunteered, prayed regularly. I don’t think it’s fake just I don’t have any personal conviction it’s true. I get it’s hard and a battle but I got nowhere

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 17h

Well I have a challenge for you then. For the next week, month, however long you wanna do it. I want you to find something you’re grateful for. Family, friends, good weather, a delicious meal, ANYTHING. Give him praise and thanks for it. Gratitude has changed my perspective on this life, because like you I saw no point in things, but just giving a little thanks to him has improved my walk with him, and can go a long way in his eyes, I promise you that

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 17h

It’s the big things I’m scared of. I know imma die alone at this point. I don’t think I can figure out god. Sorry jm a pos

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 17h

Nah don’t be sorry, we all have our struggles. I’ll be praying for you for sure, just do the things I asked you to do. Chase God with all your heart and all your soul, and find things to be grateful for throughout your day, and give him praise for it. And my DM’s are open if you wanna talk there too. Praise God you’re still here right now though, that’s already a huge thing

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 17h

I think I’m too far gone man sorry

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 16h

You’re never too far gone for Jesus man! He died for you just as much as he did for me, and every other sinner like ourselves. Jesus is a healer and a redeemer, don’t let the devil make you believe otherwise, and that you’re incapable of coming back from this or being healed, because trust me man you are

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 16h

I just don’t feel him. I’ve cried my heart out so many times asking him to save me but I keep falling into sin. I could see that changing but I never see me being able to have a family and that thought makes me want to be gone forever

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 16h

Like daily occurrence for a year. I’m glad you found him I’ve lost hope. Idk why I made this post ngl

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 15h

I fall into sin too man, everyday. Just today I fell into lust again, something I’ve struggled with for years. It’s inevitable, you WILL fall into sin because we are imperfect beings. But what you do after you fall is important. "For though the righteous fall seven times, they rise again, but the wicked stumble when calamity strikes" Proverbs 24:16. Don’t let the devil trick you into thinking that God won’t save you from your sins, because he’s already done that for you on the cross

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 15h

Get back up and take up your cross and keep fighting for the Lord. I know you may not feel worthy to run back to him at times, I know that feeling all to well too, but you know what the devil is? A liar. Again don’t let him trick you into not thinking you’re worthy because you’re a wicked sinner. Keep fighting and keep chasing after him

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 13h

If you want to chat, ask questions, need advise on things to try, or just to be heard, dont hesitate to dm me. I see you and I believe in you stranger 💛

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