
I understand the feelings of worthlessness and being scared of the future. But I promise you God has a bigger plan for you, like he does for me. I was in a bad spot my freshman year of college, fell in with friends who led me to do the wrong things in life. But God suddenly appeared back into my life last summer and sent me the friends I’ve been longing for my entire life.
Same, I have found that I’m not suicidal but have really bad suicidal ideation. Nights are always really bad for me. Has been since I was 6, so almost 16 years. I’ll be honest and say it doesn’t get better. But life itself does. Find that thing that brings you peace no matter whats going on, for me its hiking or sitting on the floor of the bathroom. And try to find one good thing each day, its easy to be engulfed by the darkness, nights are hard..so find that one thing and hold onto that
They challenged me to improve my life and chase after God and that’s what I’ve done, and I couldn’t be happier with where I am now, and again I promise God will do the same thing with you, just ask him to enter into your heart and chase him with the entirety of your heart and soul, and he will reveal himself to you and show you you’re purpose in life, which is to serve him and his kingdom. God bless my friend and I hope you’re mental health gets better
We’re all sinners, we all fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23) But it’s not through your works that you’re saved, it was because Jesus loved us enough that he died on the cross for our sins (Romans 5:8) So my friend there is morning you can do to solve your problems, that was a hard lesson for me to learn, but just give it to God, pray about it, read your Bible, go to church, do something with God, and he will give you peace.
I know it’s a lot easier said than done, trust me I know that, but just open up your heart fully, don’t do it just halfway or a quarter of the way, seek him with all your heart and he will reveal himself to you in some way. Just don’t treat him like a genie who will solve all you’re problems if you ask, you’ve gotta put in a little effort yourself
Well I have a challenge for you then. For the next week, month, however long you wanna do it. I want you to find something you’re grateful for. Family, friends, good weather, a delicious meal, ANYTHING. Give him praise and thanks for it. Gratitude has changed my perspective on this life, because like you I saw no point in things, but just giving a little thanks to him has improved my walk with him, and can go a long way in his eyes, I promise you that
Nah don’t be sorry, we all have our struggles. I’ll be praying for you for sure, just do the things I asked you to do. Chase God with all your heart and all your soul, and find things to be grateful for throughout your day, and give him praise for it. And my DM’s are open if you wanna talk there too. Praise God you’re still here right now though, that’s already a huge thing
You’re never too far gone for Jesus man! He died for you just as much as he did for me, and every other sinner like ourselves. Jesus is a healer and a redeemer, don’t let the devil make you believe otherwise, and that you’re incapable of coming back from this or being healed, because trust me man you are
I fall into sin too man, everyday. Just today I fell into lust again, something I’ve struggled with for years. It’s inevitable, you WILL fall into sin because we are imperfect beings. But what you do after you fall is important. "For though the righteous fall seven times, they rise again, but the wicked stumble when calamity strikes" Proverbs 24:16. Don’t let the devil trick you into thinking that God won’t save you from your sins, because he’s already done that for you on the cross
Get back up and take up your cross and keep fighting for the Lord. I know you may not feel worthy to run back to him at times, I know that feeling all to well too, but you know what the devil is? A liar. Again don’t let him trick you into not thinking you’re worthy because you’re a wicked sinner. Keep fighting and keep chasing after him