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thought this was only me. yk those fake scenarios we make as we’re falling asleep? i’ve been doing it since i was 5. when i was ~9 i started having one where i was kidnapped and rescued by other ppl so i was cared about 🧍‍♀️
104 upvotes, 8 comments. Yik Yak image post by Anonymous in Mental Health. "thought this was only me. yk those fake scenarios we make as we’re falling asleep? i’ve been doing it since i was 5. when i was ~9 i started having one where i was kidnapped and rescued by other ppl so i was cared about 🧍‍♀️"
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Anonymous 2w

literally. when i was in The Depths of depression i kept half wishing something bad would happen so i had a reason for feeling so terrible

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Anonymous 2w

i didn’t start having thoughts of being kidnapped until middle school when i started reading wattpad 😭

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Anonymous 2w

I.. still do this

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Anonymous 2w

i relate to this so hard😭😭

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Anonymous 2w

I read almost solely hurt/comfort fanfiction for the comfort part so I can imagine I’m the one being rescued/helped.

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Anonymous 2w

I always used to wish something awful would happen to me just so I would have a reason to feel as depressed as I was at the time so that if I told someone and asked for help they wouldn’t think I was just overdramatic I was 13 and struggling with my identity and the covid lockdown plus a family history of depression and anxiety

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 2w

tw: sa i was sa’d but it was medical malpractice so in my mind it “doesn’t count.” sometimes i find myself wishing something worse would happen so id have a valid reason for having sexual trauma

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

I was also SA’d but it wasn’t a penis so I told myself it didn’t count either. Had nightmares and flashbacks about it for years…

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