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Mental Health 5d
nobody has let me down more than god
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Anonymous 5d

God is the only i've begged for love for but that couldn't even be sensed.. rarely felt it. tried to convince myself i did but i had to come to the realization. say that you love everybody but your actions show differently? why's your love feeling like hate? i couldn’t have been that bad bro. or maybe you did love me.. just others more? just curious but it’s fine either way. i don't even cry anymore

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Anonymous 5d

thanks god for letting the biggest sinners like celebrities be rich and famous and happy but while i was dedicated to you since a child but forgotten.. thanks

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Anonymous 5d

god is a human idea, that doesn’t make it true. it’s our go to when trying to explain the universe and the world around us, you can’t trust the ideas of a human to explain something greater than ourselves yet so many of us mistakenly do. no one on this planet can know God because they too are only human. they’re just afraid that maybe there’s no reason for their existence other than the fact you exist because it was just in the nature of the universe

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Anonymous 4d

God has let me down more times than I can count, so I switched religions. I am a pagan worshiping Hecate and I can feel her presence more than I ever did for God. I’m not trying to get anyone to convert, but if you like the idea of religion and like the idea that something bigger than yourself is out there then I say look into other religions to see if there could be something out there for you, if not then I hope you can still find peace within yourself

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Anonymous 5d

real…that’s why i stopped believing:(

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Anonymous 5d

i’ve been atheist my whole life so i haven’t even considered this thank god(haha). but seriously i can’t imagine how brutal this must be im sorry

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Anonymous 4d

As an ex-Christian this is too fucking real

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 5d

i thought the love was unconditional. either he’s actually not real and i was brainwashed or he is and just can’t pay attention to 8 billion people at the same time

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5d

i understand you. it’s hard to wrap your head around. and there’s really no way to know if he’s real or not. it’s up to you i guess. but personally, i had to stop believing, because i was tired of being let down :/

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 5d

i understand you too. good to know i’m not alone since i stopped believing a few days ago. for months, religion was taking a toll on my mental health and i tried so hard to keep it tg but could no longer find peace in it. i’ll get better though and so will you!

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5d

i wish you luck on your journey🫶🏽i hope you find peace soon

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 5d

you too🫶🫶

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 5d

that was funny ngl😭 but this does hurt bad can’t lie but i’ll be fine soon hopefully

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 5d

i did live in fear especially of hell but what loving god sends their loved ones to a eternal fire because they rightfully can’t provide proof they’re real so they do t believe? that’s love? that doesn’t make sense but all looks more like mythology now. it helped me cope but it’s time for me to grow up

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5d

thanks for showing me support guys. means a lot since nobody knows i stopped believing so just glad to rant and see others who relate

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 5d

that’s all it is. a way to cope but it hinders you ability to grow and appreciate the reality of life. living authentically is very difficult and scant few have the courage to attempt to do so. you’re doing great but don’t be angry with an idea that’s not real and if it is real i promise you it doesn’t give a shit about what we want it to be. we’re not that special, the world wasn’t made for us, but that doesn’t mean we shouldn’t treat the world as if it’s not the greatest thing we’ve ever had

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 4d

lately i’m better and i know i’ll adapt and find my way. will confide in something more secure and be better than i have been and so will you! thanks for being real with me

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 4d

knew i couldn’t be the only one but don’t worry, it will be alright

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 4d

It already is, I left about a year and a half ago and although I still struggle with the PTSD of being in two cults I’m not at resentful about as I was a year ago.

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Anonymous replying to -> #5 4d

cool that it’s finally a her. thanks i’m finding peace more and hope you continue to find it too!

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 4d

i’m not mad anymore like i used to be at god but i’m working on moving on. still accidentally call out to him but with time, it’ll get better and gonna be used to something else

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