tw: sh
i’m out now. but im thinking more about it. i think it was sh. and i’m on the verge of tears. bc i was doing so good. june 16 2023. i had just turned 18, finished jr yr. i think i broke it and i hate that and im so mad. do i reset my streak?
tw: sh
i’ve been clean two years. and i don’t want to relapse. but i’m starting to wonder if this counts and i think it does but i can’t force myself to stop.