i am so fucking sick of people saying “it gets better, just wait it out and have hope”. no. just once i want someone to look at me, really see me, and say “it’s okay to want to die, let go”. yes i know that’s insane but it’s all i’ve wanted for years
or you tell then ur suicidal and they go “oh im sorry im always here if you need to talk” like its not that easy i only said i was suicidal cause my therapist forced me to do so or else they had to tell my parents