it was so much so fast and something that meant so much to me and i wasn’t prepared at all. and i know she’s going through it too. neither knowing how to describe this feeling. i just wish i had someone who could relate and stand up for me
wish to exist with her otp. know shes ok. be there for her. let her pour everything on me. feeling similar ways. but i know why she wants space, i put so much dependency on her. i'm not the comfortable space for her i used to be as much as i want to help