I think I might be lonely but often when I get in social situations I either do something that makes me seem like an idiot(Mabye I am lol). Or I unlock this zone where everyone loves me and I do super well. But when I do super well, I don’t feel connection to them, and I start to get bored, tired and just want to leave. So then I start to get down because I’m reminded that my entire life I can’t feel connection to people.

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I think it's very fucked up how this has been framed in our society. Anything that isn't "acting like an extrovert!" is treated as though wanting to be by yourself is basically DOING SELF HARM. iSoLAtiNg my ass.

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