I just, I got really triggered by some of my passed trauma, including domestic violence and SA, and someone was taunting me, and I lashed out. I said the worst things imaginable, to them, to everyone around for not saying it. Am I a monster?
absolutely not a monster, that person sounds like a piece of shit. you lashing out is totally understandable. you may of said things you regret, but at the end of the day you stood up for yourself and i think that’s a good thing :)