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TW: Suicide I wouldn’t wish suicidal ideations on my worst enemy. I cant do anything because I just want to die. I don’t plan for my future because I don’t think I’ll even make it. It’s actually terrifying.
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Anonymous 3w

So for me I was like this for a while and I literally had 0 friends and I would only leave my room (was in a dorm by myself cause my roommate moved out day 1 to live with his friend) for class and to eat. I ended up getting a dog cause he forced me to go out, people would come up and socialize with me and he requires me to live to take care of him cause If I die, he dies and that’s not fair. I also got into working out and joined a frat and I’m doing a lot better, more than when I was on meds

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I can’t bring any of this up to my therapist because she’ll be baker act me. I’ve already been baker acted twice and it was absolutely horrible. I can’t bring it up to my parents because they will freak out. I don’t even know what to do anymore or how to make this stop

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Anonymous 3w

Yeah SI is a bitch. I’m in the same boat friend. We’ll get through this ✊ What helps me get out of the funk is the gym 💪 That’s my only commitment right now along with a healthy diet. Fuck all if I’m going to die a slob

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