I should’ve tried harder to keep them away from me. I’ve never seen anything line this. Maybe I have? Idk. I’ve seen dissociation in different forms. This was different. Almost like I drained them of their life?
For their sake of healing- healing because they chose to love me, care for me to keep me safe in my darkest moments- do I make them forget I exist? Do I send a text a day motivating them to get better? I love them. It hurts to see how much I damaged them