Something I’m still working on accepting is that life just is hard work. I had someone tell me ‘life is tough and then you die.’ Happiness is something that need maintenance. Like having a clean ass. It doesn’t clean it’s self. You have to clean it. You don’t just be happy, you create it and find it. You reprogram your brain to see the world differently. You can use meds to help you get there but not stay there. But with effort it does get better. The grass is greener where you water it.

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