And I wanna meet with my psychiatrist but I already have an outstanding bill and I dont know if I can afford another appointment or if they might confront me about it and Im so fucking stressed about money on top of everything else and I js cant do this
My mental health has declined so rapidly since I went off my antidepressants, and I’m trying to be honest with my psychiatrist but I have that evil voice in my head that makes me want to keep my suicidal thoughts a secret so no one can take them away