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i just feel like the most unwanted person in the world. my “friends” don’t talk to me unless i talk to them first, no one includes me in anything, my family doesn’t want me home but i have no where else to go, and i know people have been shit talking me
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Anonymous 12w

i just really don’t see the point to anything anymore. and the thought of “everyone, including me, would be better off if i was dead” keeps coming back and the scary part is that it doesn’t scare me

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Anonymous 12w

This reminds me of my shitty life. I don't have depression and never have luckily, but I've had chronic anxiety since 8. My parents always claim they were “the best parents anyone could ask for” yet I still have anxiety… I'm 24 and am still struggling daily. I started therapy a few months back and it has helped as well as new medications. However, I still feel like a constant burden. I try and talk about my struggles and I am always ignored. My parents even call me fat. (1/2)

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Anonymous 11w

You’re all strong to have gone through that. I went through something similar. I’ve had depression since I was 11 years old and anxiety starting at 13. It’s not easy, and I’m not suic*dal or anything, but sometimes I do wonder if I’m strong enough to live this life, as if all my burdens are sometimes too much to handle. My parents tell me that I should be grateful because I grew up socioeconomically sound but that’s not the only thing we need in life. I stand with all of you. You’re not alone.

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Anonymous 11w

If anyone needs to talk my dms are open. You matter. You’re not a burden. You’re not alone ❤️‍🩹

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 12w

I know exactly how you feel. I’m a college student living with my parents and my anxiety has been so high in a long time, and my depression is creeping up. I’m disabled so I rely on my parents for a lot. I only have a couple close friends but they live hours away, same with my older brother. I’m alone 98% of the time and it becomes so draining and lonely. Yet my parents sit here and tell me stuff like “I had the perfect childhood” or that “I’m a blessing”. I can smell the bs from a mile away

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 12w

felt. i was diagnosed with depression when i was 12 (im 20) but it gets so much worse whenever im home. my parents are always saying shit like “you had such a great childhood, you’re so lucky, you have nothing to complain about” but my parents have been mentally and emotionally abusive since i was 5

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 12w

Like ik im overweight… BECAUSE I STRUGGLE TO GET OUT OF BED EVERYDAY. If they listened for once in their life they’d understand my struggles. I've never had good friends and I think I never will. Mainly because I don't wanna be a burden to them too…. (2/2)

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