genuinely i’m so paralyzed and trapped by my mental illness it’s fucking crazy i cant do ANYTHING without internally imploding like i just wanna rip the pen and go eat at the cafeteria but the thought of being perceived makes me so sick and terrified rn
not to mention ive been cursed with the unfortunate physiognomy that Makes Men Stare which only adds to the stress and discomfort of being in a public space…… :/