Sometimes i feel this then I remember all my comfort strangers. People who look cool that I see in my class, how I feel sad when they’re not there. People I wanna talk to but I’m too afraid to. People who talk about subjects they’re really interested in, and clearly know a lot about. There’s probably people who consider you their comfort stranger. And I hope they get the courage to talk to you, or vice versa
NOT saying this to flex at all, just as a “grass isn’t always greener” thing!!!! i do have ppl i consider close friends and my family makes me feel loved, and i am SO thankful for that. i honestly feel guilty a lot of the time for not having a will to live most days bc i feel like bc i have that im supposed to be happier. ig it does keep me here but not necessarily bc thats 100% what i want, rather bc i dont want to put my friends and family through that pain if it makes sense?