Hey, your dog will die, and it will be awful, but she will have lived her whole life being loved by you, from the patience and care you write with I gather that she trusts you whole heartedly and knows how much you love her. I know it’s not easy to love beings with shorter lifespans but you are giving her a wonderful one
Like I was so exhausted when I got home from night shift and I walked my dog and thought she was squatting a little funny. Then she had a bunch of accidents when I went to my room to change. So I spent my morning on the floor cleaning up urine. Bc poor baby was pacing around the kitchen dripping it everywhere. I feel so bad for her every time this happens, especially when I have to clean her fur after bc she just looks embarrassed