I think that’s just the way it is. I was bullied in HS and covid interrupted the later half of it so I went online. Im in my 5th year of college (switched my major and took a gap) and I have no one. I haven’t made any friends and I’ve tried very hard for several years. I joined clubs, went to communal spaces, tried to talk to people, but they all have a closer friend and they don’t think to reach out to me. It’s not easy.