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Mental Health 1d
I’ve been looking everywhere on Google to see if anyone can relate with no luck… but I feel like I don’t truly love my parents despite them never doing anything wrong to me. Or at least nothing stands out as being wrong
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Anonymous 1d

They’ve always provided everything for me, I’ve been spoiled, I can come to them for pretty much any problem besides the ones I know I can’t fix, they’re so supportive of me and accepting of who I am, yet I just feel so annoyed most of the time. And honestly I just want to move away and never come back

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Anonymous 16h

He adopted kid here.

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Anonymous 16h

Been where you are.

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Anonymous 16h

If you give into that feeling you’ll let it win. And idk abt you but I’m too stubborn to let anything an anyone beat me. My bio mom is an addict I was adopted at 15, it’s been rought fr. But I continuously live with the fear of becoming like my bio mom. So I function by doing the opposite. So if you give into your feeling of S- you lose the battle agaisnt yourself- giving yourself what you want. Which if your like me isn’t what you deserve.

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Anonymous 16h

So keep fighting

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Anonymous 16h

Try to find joy even when it seems there isn’t any

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Anonymous 16h

And when your low

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Anonymous 16h

Remember there is lower than that

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1d

I’ve grown up having few true friends, and especially after high school, I’ve been barely socializing with anyone besides my mom. So maybe that has something to do with it. I love my mom but it’s depressing feeling like she’s my only option for literally anything

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1d

It also frustrates me because I’m s**cidal tbh and I’m planning something but my mom found out about the plan and got upset and tried to make me feel guilty. But I’m so tired of living for other people, and I’m already so tired of feeling like she’s my only friend that it feels almost insulting to be told to stay suffering just because 1 or 2 people would be sad

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1d

Being an adopted POC in a white family will also make you feel things that are hard to explain. I’ve grown up detached from any actual culture because half the extended family is bigoted asf. My whole life I’ve just felt more like an accessory to my parents than a full human being and I love them but I wish they never adopted me and I wish I were never born in the first place

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1d

I remember first feeling and verbalizing these things when I was like 5 and nothings changed, I feel so broken I wish I could just love my parents normally

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