fighting not to relapse (esp with cooler weather), fighting not to starve myself, fighting to be happy, fighting to stay alive. i’m always fucking fighting. why do i have to fight
No I didn’t want to when I was a child my parents had me on 7+ antipsychotics that fucked me up and I have fear that being medicated will turn me into a zombie that can’t feel anything anymore
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Anonymous18h
Me too I’m undiagnosed bpd and sometimes I wonder if actually getting medication will help I feel so doomed