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Mental Health 7w
Has anyone else had really dark thoughts of doing you know what but on and off but for a long period of time? The first time it happened I was 12 and I still deal with it to this day and idk how to stop it been completely ruining my life
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Anonymous 7w

sounds like passive ideation, i deal with it as well

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Anonymous 7w

I’m sorry you are going through that. Maybe try medication? Been feeling better since I started

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 7w

I’m stating to think that may be it I’ve been trying to avoid taking anymore but maybe what I’ve been taking isn’t enough I had a bad reaction to a previous med but there may be others

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 7w

Yeah perhaps. I think it’s definitely worth trying another med. talk to a psychiatrist could be helpful ❤️

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 7w

by any chance, was it an SSRI? Bc this sounds like my experience with bipolar before I started meds, and I also had a bad reaction to SSRIs which is SUUUUUPER common in bipolar people. Just a thought though, bipolar meds solved this issue for me

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 7w

Bipolar does run in my family history the med I had a bad reaction with abilify and it just didnt do anything for me I’m on latuda which made a small difference but nothing that noticeable

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