At 16 I began having dreams about when I was kid, at night in bed, being touched. And then over the course of years I had those dreams again and again. How am I supposed to know if they’re real? I don’t want to self-victimize but also it feels jarring.
No idea. I was rped at a young young age multiple times by 1 person, I’ve never had dreams of that person doing it but I have had dreams of my parents rping me that never ever happened.
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Anonymous#12w
1) I’m so so sorry. I hope you are doing okay now, that is horrible and you didn’t deserve it. 2) in my dream the person is sometimes my dad but I know it wasn’t him, I just don’t know who it was, if it was even anyone. Sometimes it’s other men I know. I don’t know what is real.
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AnonymousOP2w
Thank you I appreciate you 🫶🫶Have you talked to a therapist about this? It could be something you’re repressing and can’t remember, or something else. Maybe like a fear or a metaphor?
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Anonymous#12w
I haven’t actually, but thank you for the suggestion. It’s a little hard to get therapy given certain circumstances I’m in right now but perhaps at some point in the future.